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I have had the worst insomnia for the past few nights. I hven't been able to fall asleep until at least 2:30 am, on a good day (night?), and tonight is no different. I know i'm exhausted, but I can't sleep, even though it's 4:43 am here. I don't know wht to do. I need to sleep but I can't. does anyone else get like this? what works for you? all tips and tricks are welcome. In the meantime, I am going to stare at my ceiling hoping it collapses on my hed knocking me out. lol (i think?). at lest then ill be asleep. k, i cant think straight on this little sleep. sorry to rmble on nd confuse u.
                                                        Goodnight! (goodmorning??)
                                                           Later, ana_banana2022

I was on www.youtube.com today, looking at thinspiration and eating disorder videos, and i came across this one. It blew me away. It made me think (hard), and take a look at my life the way it is now. I didn't choose to have an eating disorder, but I do. I know I need to change, if not for my sake, then for my sister's. She is 7, and she watches and copies my every move. I cant let what happened to me happen to her. To the maker of this video: I know you probably will never read this, but THANK YOU. you changed my life, and probably saved it too. You may have even spared my little 7 year old sister an eating disorder. I cant thank you enough.

http://youtube.com/watch?v=RRseSpdGC2s 

                                                                                                 ~ana_banana2022~